I have been struggling for almost 2 years now with no help for the majority of the time from my kids father. I have been jobless and lost my schooling I was in for college because it has been a $@!#% of a roller coaster. I have been doing as many odd jobs as I can and had a job but that got ruined by my ex and also my being sick for ONE DAY WITH A 102 temp didn't help the situation either. (So jobless again) to where I'm litterally living off my middle child's Ssi payments a month(autistic) and doing as many odd jobs as possible while looking for employment and trying to find daycare or in home providers I can afford and trust let alone have the ability to manage my special needs children accordingly. It's been on rollercoaster after another and I will get through this…..I always have managed to and found a way to get out of the hard times and I will do it again. Even going through this separation and divorce with my 3 young children residing with me and only having me in their lives(not my choice, their dad walked out).